लोस्ट आईटी

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I never meant to hurt you! I'm sorry!

I don't know...
maybe I lost it...
maybe I never had it...
MAYBE...
just maybe...

I...
Didn't want it.

Either way, it's gone.
Gone for good.
Not a trace of it was ever found.
It just vanished - can't be into thin air because the air remains thick!
IT JUST LEFT WITHOUT NOTICE!

Unless...

Unless it never really existed.
Didn't serve a purpose
So it just removed itself from me.
Felt abandoned and misused.
Adopted a new persona...one that needed it.
Or wanted it.
Someone who needed the attention of something else.
Someone new.
Something common and ubiquitous.
Something...unconventional!

Maybe...

Just maybe it was stolen.
I never used it so it's good riddance anyway!
It always has this nihilism about it...never agreed with me.
Never suited me.

But...

I miss it, even though I never acknowledged it.
It was there, but I wasn't.
It was trying to open up to me, i disallowed it.
I abandoned it and now it's gone.
Forever.
For good.
I never gave it chance...
I hurt its feelings.

I'm sorry, sanity... please, come back to me!

- October 13th 2006

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